|can you tell me, oh whoa, if you're flowers gonna grow...
||[Aug. 2nd, 2004|09:43 am]
Men and Women who are Larger than Life
I haven't posted in here in a while and I thought that I would. I have a book that I highly recommend, even though its sort of teenie, its called "The Earth, My Butt, and Other Big, Round Things" Its about a 15 year old plus sized girl and her coming of age, some of her trials and tribulations. I related to her completely because I am a plus sized 15 year old girl. It was really cute. Anyway, school shopping has proven to be a bitch,as always...its so hard to find something that fits right that isn't floral. I also have come to find that jean makers dont like to make jeans tight fitting, I guess they don't want to see it. The legs to the jeans I buy always have literally 4 inches of extra fabric circumference wise, its very annoying, the problem is easy to fix, but it would be nice to buy a pair that I dont have to alter.Everything in my closet is so conservative. Even though I am a young republican that doesn't mean I have to dress like one all the time, I would like to show a little more than my elbows and ankles.
Also, some advice is greatly needed... I was bowling the other day and one of the lane techs was really cute and I noticed he was looking at me. I am going back this Sunday but I am too chicken to say anything for fear of rejection or the fact that maybe he was checking out one of my very cute, skinny friends which always seems to be the case. Its hard going places with my friends and my sister and seeing guys talk to them and ask them for phone numbers and totally over look me as if I were noting more significant than a park bench.I suppose my time will come to find someone that finds me desirable. Well, enough with the therapy session. I hope everyone is doing well! Tell me how things are going in your lives.
Have a great day,